Dear Anonymous

Escape into the Halloween night

Friday, October 30, 2009, 11:15 PM

So, I proceeded to ETP after work.

In the same clothes I wore for work, with zero makeup on.

I practically dragged my tired and very lazy body over to Downtown in the rain.

And the very people who planned it, ditched.

Because of the heavy rain that stopped after awhile `cause it was just passing clouds.

And apparently, the weather was so good for them to sleep and relax.

But a big thank you to ya`ll eh for ditching.

I cancelled a few partying plans, y`know!

Pfffffffffffft.

Anyway, enough about it.

I`ll forgive ya`ll. HAHA. :p

Escape to Helloween wasn`t as much fun as it was last year.

And I know `cause I was one of the many guests around. Haha.

Most of the rides were down. Nothing exciting.

I was looking forward to the snake part, but zero. LOL.

But the best thing was, no clowns to come and chase me. HAHAHAH.

I don`t know half of the people in Escape now.

But I`m glad that I managed to see my "band of brothers" HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Haha, you have no idea how much I`ve missed em! :D

All in all, I was glad I managed to see familiar faces.

Though there`s no denying how much I miss working there. But oh well.

Cheers!

who could deny us of this burning flames?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 8:14 AM

I`ve been one very busy individual.

HAHAHAH.

But I managed to meet my two home girls; Ath and Sha.

And also some of the boyxsxsx.

Oh my, how I`ve missed them so much. Tsk.

We had dinner at Food Culture and slacked till about 9plus.

Had a small hearty talk with the girls.

Well, you know I love you both and will always be there for the two of you.

Came home to dad online shopping again. Tsk.

Tempted me into going online shopping for shoes again.

I can never be satisfied with the bags and shoes that I have right now.

I am eying on plenty of shoes! :D

Well. Doing opening tomorrow and having class at 6pm.

Sigh, commonwealth again. -.-

Anyone with bike/car willing to pick me up?

HAHAHAHAH.

Will continue my search for hot kicks.

Bye!

maybe we`re empty

Saturday, October 24, 2009, 8:01 AM

I have work at 9 tomorrow.

Plus, training at 6 afterwards. Tsk.

I am damn exhausted.

My stomach hurts like crazyyy! -.-

But, I am damn happy that I finally bought a new bag and a pair of shoes.

Hehehehe.

Imma get another pair of high-top sneakers or Doc Martens.

Super duper excited!

Yaaaaaaaayyy! :D

Right at the borderline

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 9:09 AM

Traaaaaining tomorrow!

I`m freaking nervousssss. Howwwwwwww?

Breathe dhai, remember to breathe. HAHAH.

Ohhhhh.

On a totally random note, I missss *inserts name here*

HEHEHEH.

That`s how we roll

, 8:34 AM

Don`t mind my chinese-looking face okay.

Focus on the minah-wannabe in blue. HEEEE.

Many many thanks to NURZARIAH BINTE ZAINUDDIN for just now.

This woman can really make me laugh till I forgot I placed my ezlink card in Lala`s cover. HAHAHA. Thaaaaanks eh!

That was like the best laughing session I`ve had in weeks. :D

Thank you for being the crazy, chaotic and kanchiong person that you are.

For being so cacat that it is seriously hilarious.

For always being there for me throughout the entire of 2009.

For always being my dosage of laughter at any given moment.

For always providing me with sensible advices. (Sometimes only sensible kay. HAHA)

For always giving me motivation and encouragement.

For being my partner-in-crime in all the sneaky things that we`ve done/planned.

For being my gossip partner and smoking kaki.

For being the one who shares my food but feeling-feeling want to diet. HAHA.

For being the one who says the wrong things with confidence. HAHAHAHAH.

Okay, my english is probably bloody horrible here.

Hahaha, but heck it, `cause it can never measure up to jolly good time I`ve spent working with you. Heee.

(I KNOW I AM SWEEEET RIGHT. D`YOU FEEL DIABETIC? HEHEHEHEH)

You know I won`t be forever

Friday, October 16, 2009, 7:58 AM

I simply love the way things are right now.

Albeit some tight spots here and there, but definitely, way better than before.

And no, not because of a boy.

You know I don`t roll with boys. HAHA.

I can`t wait to start working at Store!

Very excited but nervous! :D

Oh wellllll, hopefully all would go well.

I heard that you`re a heartbreaker

Thursday, October 15, 2009, 12:44 AM

I am still sleepy after a 7 hours sleep. Weird, right?

Anyway, my schedule is damn packed for next week.

Like the entire 7 days of the bloody week.

Hopefully all will be smooth and not clash with anything.

Otherwise, I`d be dead meat. Pffft.

But, it`s a good thing, I guess. Keeps me busy, other than, rotting around at home.

Heee. I am so looking forward to it! :D

Okay, gotta head now.

Toooooodles!

angsty

Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 11:23 PM

You are seriously one very fucked up person, y`know.

Blaming us for what has happened.

How do you fucking know it`s not about you or your dearest sons?

How the hell do you fucking know that it`s our fucking fault when it can fucking well be theirs or even yours?

Fucking shocking right?

Why are you fucking still here when you fucking scold us about not being there?

You watching your fucking lame tv drama when you should fucking be there.

Talk about some fucking contradiction right.

You should fucking look in the mirror or look at your fucking sons and know that they are not who you think they are.

Stop being all over us, acting like we`re some fucking bad seed when your other two are fucking worst.

Don`t get me started on your first.

He may be my fucking brother but he ain`t an angel.

A fucking hypocrite, that`s what he is.

You`re giving off bullshit and getting on our case like we`re the only two fucking people in the house.

Like hello.

Stop screaming all over the house like some psychotic bitch.

`Cause all that you`re fucking doing right now is pissing us off.

I fucking told you that I got a new job and what did you fucking said?

Okay right, you fucking well said okay.

Then now you`re flipping about how I am having a new job. WHATTA FUCK, WOMAN!

It`s my problem if I have one two or three jobs.

You`d love it better if I drop dead outta exhaustion right.

Fucking hell.

Thanks to you, I`d prolly have tons of sins right now.

You should fucking reflect on yourself.

Look at what you`ve done to us, to me.

Sometimes, I wonder if I was born to the wrong family.

secret love, my escape

, 9:09 AM

Y'know, I have always been wondering how you were doing.

Or if you`re still alive.

As much as I want you to be alive but miserable at its best,

I hope you`re doing well.

I hope you are blessed with all the good things in life.

I hope you`re very happy with your life.

I`ve missed you so much, bro.

And now, I don`t believe in relationships.

I don`t believe two is better than one.

I don`t believe in love and all that comes along with it.

All because of you.

But, I thank you.

`Cause now, I know nobody has what it takes to crack my shell and know me really, really well.

I know nobody could ever let me let my guard down.

I know nobody would be good enough to be close to my heart.

give me one and i`ve seen `em all

, 8:58 AM

1st impression was today.

It was for a short while `cause Abg Sam has a meeting.

Got to meet Nadine who is starting the same time as me.

And I swear I didn`t know she`s malay till I met her!

Prolly `cause of the name, which, is her real name btw.

Yuna Andin is in the same class as me!

Small world rightttttt?

Class was pretty okay.

Dry, but, okay la.

Gastric pains during the class was really uncomfortable.

Luckily, I have someone living in the east side as the rest are staying in the North/West.

Hahah. Okay, gotta go.

Classes tomorrow, again.

Na`nighttttttt, world!

I`ll meet you halfway

Monday, October 12, 2009, 8:52 AM

1st impression tomorrow at 11am.
Class starts tomorrow at 6pm till 10pm, commonwealth.

But the thing is,
I`m still having the weekend mood.
HAHAHAH.

"Just one night couldn`t be so wrong"

Where my party people at?

Sunday, October 11, 2009, 9:13 AM

Awesome atmosphere, incredible company & great music.

T`was an awesome 18th celebration.

Heeee.

Yay for being legal.

Let`s do this again! :D

Advanced.

Thursday, October 8, 2009, 7:28 AM

I spent my advanced birthday with my best girlfriend.

We watched (500) days of Summer which is seriously a cute movie.

Zooey Deschanel is soooo pretty!

You guys should catch it, albeit, draggy but really sweet.

Then we headed back to Tamp for a dinner at F.I.S.H.

The ambience is okay, but, food was below standard.

The salad bar was pretty cool though.

Then came the cake surprise.

At first, there was this auntie who got the birthday surprise thing too.

I told Jarnah, "OMG, if I was her, I`d be super embarrassed lah!"

Then came my turn, totally off-guard.

But it was pretty cool with the fire sparklers and a polaroid picture.

My birthday present from Jarnah is super dope man!

Illustrated photo of me on the paper bag, package and card.

The card is seriously effing cool that I`m going to post up the pictures here.

I had fun, but, the period made me cranky more than once. Hahah.

COOOOOOL, RIGHTTT!

Heee.

Below are pictures inside the black book!

Well, some of `em that is.

My sister and younger brother got me the night light and also that Diva bangle with the tag on!

Heee.

and the one on the right is also from the bestfriend.

Good night, world.

fuck this shit

Saturday, October 3, 2009, 8:39 PM

This sucks.
I miss ETP a whole lot.

It`s fucking idiotic.
And I should have fucking stood up for my rights.
I wonder why the fuck is this all happening.

Escape into the Halloween night

Friday, October 30, 2009, 11:15 PM

So, I proceeded to ETP after work.

In the same clothes I wore for work, with zero makeup on.

I practically dragged my tired and very lazy body over to Downtown in the rain.

And the very people who planned it, ditched.

Because of the heavy rain that stopped after awhile `cause it was just passing clouds.

And apparently, the weather was so good for them to sleep and relax.

But a big thank you to ya`ll eh for ditching.

I cancelled a few partying plans, y`know!

Pfffffffffffft.

Anyway, enough about it.

I`ll forgive ya`ll. HAHA. :p

Escape to Helloween wasn`t as much fun as it was last year.

And I know `cause I was one of the many guests around. Haha.

Most of the rides were down. Nothing exciting.

I was looking forward to the snake part, but zero. LOL.

But the best thing was, no clowns to come and chase me. HAHAHAH.

I don`t know half of the people in Escape now.

But I`m glad that I managed to see my "band of brothers" HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

Haha, you have no idea how much I`ve missed em! :D

All in all, I was glad I managed to see familiar faces.

Though there`s no denying how much I miss working there. But oh well.

Cheers!

who could deny us of this burning flames?

Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 8:14 AM

I`ve been one very busy individual.

HAHAHAH.

But I managed to meet my two home girls; Ath and Sha.

And also some of the boyxsxsx.

Oh my, how I`ve missed them so much. Tsk.

We had dinner at Food Culture and slacked till about 9plus.

Had a small hearty talk with the girls.

Well, you know I love you both and will always be there for the two of you.

Came home to dad online shopping again. Tsk.

Tempted me into going online shopping for shoes again.

I can never be satisfied with the bags and shoes that I have right now.

I am eying on plenty of shoes! :D

Well. Doing opening tomorrow and having class at 6pm.

Sigh, commonwealth again. -.-

Anyone with bike/car willing to pick me up?

HAHAHAHAH.

Will continue my search for hot kicks.

Bye!

maybe we`re empty

Saturday, October 24, 2009, 8:01 AM

I have work at 9 tomorrow.

Plus, training at 6 afterwards. Tsk.

I am damn exhausted.

My stomach hurts like crazyyy! -.-

But, I am damn happy that I finally bought a new bag and a pair of shoes.

Hehehehe.

Imma get another pair of high-top sneakers or Doc Martens.

Super duper excited!

Yaaaaaaaayyy! :D

Right at the borderline

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 9:09 AM

Traaaaaining tomorrow!

I`m freaking nervousssss. Howwwwwwww?

Breathe dhai, remember to breathe. HAHAH.

Ohhhhh.

On a totally random note, I missss *inserts name here*

HEHEHEH.

That`s how we roll

, 8:34 AM

Don`t mind my chinese-looking face okay.

Focus on the minah-wannabe in blue. HEEEE.

Many many thanks to NURZARIAH BINTE ZAINUDDIN for just now.

This woman can really make me laugh till I forgot I placed my ezlink card in Lala`s cover. HAHAHA. Thaaaaanks eh!

That was like the best laughing session I`ve had in weeks. :D

Thank you for being the crazy, chaotic and kanchiong person that you are.

For being so cacat that it is seriously hilarious.

For always being there for me throughout the entire of 2009.

For always being my dosage of laughter at any given moment.

For always providing me with sensible advices. (Sometimes only sensible kay. HAHA)

For always giving me motivation and encouragement.

For being my partner-in-crime in all the sneaky things that we`ve done/planned.

For being my gossip partner and smoking kaki.

For being the one who shares my food but feeling-feeling want to diet. HAHA.

For being the one who says the wrong things with confidence. HAHAHAHAH.

Okay, my english is probably bloody horrible here.

Hahaha, but heck it, `cause it can never measure up to jolly good time I`ve spent working with you. Heee.

(I KNOW I AM SWEEEET RIGHT. D`YOU FEEL DIABETIC? HEHEHEHEH)

You know I won`t be forever

Friday, October 16, 2009, 7:58 AM

I simply love the way things are right now.

Albeit some tight spots here and there, but definitely, way better than before.

And no, not because of a boy.

You know I don`t roll with boys. HAHA.

I can`t wait to start working at Store!

Very excited but nervous! :D

Oh wellllll, hopefully all would go well.

I heard that you`re a heartbreaker

Thursday, October 15, 2009, 12:44 AM

I am still sleepy after a 7 hours sleep. Weird, right?

Anyway, my schedule is damn packed for next week.

Like the entire 7 days of the bloody week.

Hopefully all will be smooth and not clash with anything.

Otherwise, I`d be dead meat. Pffft.

But, it`s a good thing, I guess. Keeps me busy, other than, rotting around at home.

Heee. I am so looking forward to it! :D

Okay, gotta head now.

Toooooodles!

angsty

Tuesday, October 13, 2009, 11:23 PM

You are seriously one very fucked up person, y`know.

Blaming us for what has happened.

How do you fucking know it`s not about you or your dearest sons?

How the hell do you fucking know that it`s our fucking fault when it can fucking well be theirs or even yours?

Fucking shocking right?

Why are you fucking still here when you fucking scold us about not being there?

You watching your fucking lame tv drama when you should fucking be there.

Talk about some fucking contradiction right.

You should fucking look in the mirror or look at your fucking sons and know that they are not who you think they are.

Stop being all over us, acting like we`re some fucking bad seed when your other two are fucking worst.

Don`t get me started on your first.

He may be my fucking brother but he ain`t an angel.

A fucking hypocrite, that`s what he is.

You`re giving off bullshit and getting on our case like we`re the only two fucking people in the house.

Like hello.

Stop screaming all over the house like some psychotic bitch.

`Cause all that you`re fucking doing right now is pissing us off.

I fucking told you that I got a new job and what did you fucking said?

Okay right, you fucking well said okay.

Then now you`re flipping about how I am having a new job. WHATTA FUCK, WOMAN!

It`s my problem if I have one two or three jobs.

You`d love it better if I drop dead outta exhaustion right.

Fucking hell.

Thanks to you, I`d prolly have tons of sins right now.

You should fucking reflect on yourself.

Look at what you`ve done to us, to me.

Sometimes, I wonder if I was born to the wrong family.

secret love, my escape

, 9:09 AM

Y'know, I have always been wondering how you were doing.

Or if you`re still alive.

As much as I want you to be alive but miserable at its best,

I hope you`re doing well.

I hope you are blessed with all the good things in life.

I hope you`re very happy with your life.

I`ve missed you so much, bro.

And now, I don`t believe in relationships.

I don`t believe two is better than one.

I don`t believe in love and all that comes along with it.

All because of you.

But, I thank you.

`Cause now, I know nobody has what it takes to crack my shell and know me really, really well.

I know nobody could ever let me let my guard down.

I know nobody would be good enough to be close to my heart.

give me one and i`ve seen `em all

, 8:58 AM

1st impression was today.

It was for a short while `cause Abg Sam has a meeting.

Got to meet Nadine who is starting the same time as me.

And I swear I didn`t know she`s malay till I met her!

Prolly `cause of the name, which, is her real name btw.

Yuna Andin is in the same class as me!

Small world rightttttt?

Class was pretty okay.

Dry, but, okay la.

Gastric pains during the class was really uncomfortable.

Luckily, I have someone living in the east side as the rest are staying in the North/West.

Hahah. Okay, gotta go.

Classes tomorrow, again.

Na`nighttttttt, world!

I`ll meet you halfway

Monday, October 12, 2009, 8:52 AM

1st impression tomorrow at 11am.
Class starts tomorrow at 6pm till 10pm, commonwealth.

But the thing is,
I`m still having the weekend mood.
HAHAHAH.

"Just one night couldn`t be so wrong"

Where my party people at?

Sunday, October 11, 2009, 9:13 AM

Awesome atmosphere, incredible company & great music.

T`was an awesome 18th celebration.

Heeee.

Yay for being legal.

Let`s do this again! :D

Advanced.

Thursday, October 8, 2009, 7:28 AM

I spent my advanced birthday with my best girlfriend.

We watched (500) days of Summer which is seriously a cute movie.

Zooey Deschanel is soooo pretty!

You guys should catch it, albeit, draggy but really sweet.

Then we headed back to Tamp for a dinner at F.I.S.H.

The ambience is okay, but, food was below standard.

The salad bar was pretty cool though.

Then came the cake surprise.

At first, there was this auntie who got the birthday surprise thing too.

I told Jarnah, "OMG, if I was her, I`d be super embarrassed lah!"

Then came my turn, totally off-guard.

But it was pretty cool with the fire sparklers and a polaroid picture.

My birthday present from Jarnah is super dope man!

Illustrated photo of me on the paper bag, package and card.

The card is seriously effing cool that I`m going to post up the pictures here.

I had fun, but, the period made me cranky more than once. Hahah.

COOOOOOL, RIGHTTT!

Heee.

Below are pictures inside the black book!

Well, some of `em that is.

My sister and younger brother got me the night light and also that Diva bangle with the tag on!

Heee.

and the one on the right is also from the bestfriend.

Good night, world.

fuck this shit

Saturday, October 3, 2009, 8:39 PM

This sucks.
I miss ETP a whole lot.

It`s fucking idiotic.
And I should have fucking stood up for my rights.
I wonder why the fuck is this all happening.