Dear Anonymous

Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 3:55 AM

Dear Anonymous;

It has been utterly messed up.

No denying that it was my fault.

But I don`t think I can stand another 2years and 6months in that course.

Its nt due to stress.

HAHAH, I swear I can overcome stress.

But rather, due to lack of interest.

And I don`t like doing things I`m not interested in.

Honestly, I don`t want to spend 3 frigging years doing what I don`t like when I could use the 3 years to do what I like.

Yeah, MDIS may not be as recognised as other poly diplomas.

But I`m willing to go that far for journalism.

Really, I do.

No more regrets for me. (:

I`m superduper excited.

& I know I can do it this time round.

Honestly speaking, I feel this is the right path.

Insyallah, I won`t skip anymore lessons when I`m in MDIS.

&Iloveyou(:

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 1:54 AM

Sri was the target for "melatar-ness"

Failed attempt

SUCCESS! :D

YAMMMYYY, (:

EXPRESSION! LOL.

FATYNN <3

KECOHNESS

He was trying to pout.

Loves

The urut-er of the night

Fazila & Yaminah! (:

I had fun!

Shall elaborate later!

*loves

Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 7:28 AM

Dear Anonymous;

I`m extra Happy todayyyy!
hehs, ;D

Okay folks,
Spent the weekends and PH working. LOL.
freaking boring lah can?
Was super shagged.
I didn`t get to come on tuesday due to still having fever.
Headed to Library to send some books and met fatin to send fana off to Bali at airport.
Slacked/Studied at Starbucks.
Met Shammie, Syukk & Din at T1.
Dee and Dan came after.
Headed to ETP with Shammie cos they had soccer.
Helped wit Syuk`s resume thingyy.
They swam at Costa Sands Pasir Ris and headed to Alfresco afterrrrr.
Home-ed.

Today had no classes.
Went to meet Shammie and Fatin for Lunch.
Was supposed to meet Diana, Fazila, Nona and kak Yam for movie but I already watched `Congkak'. hehs.
So headed to Gym with Fatin, Nadiah, Fazuan, Hafi, Lukman and Hairi. ^-^
Gym-ed was fun!
Hehs, Nad was like my P.T!
Headed to Simpang with Din, Hafi, Nad and Fatin! (:
woolala, I had fun!

Extra Extra Happy! :D

Friday, May 16, 2008, 7:15 AM

Dear Anonymous;

School has been super awesome okay! (:
I`ve been loving going to school.
Okay, except the part where I have to drag myself to school in the morning.
But hell, It has been one awesome week! :D
Though, I still hate Ashton for introducing me to every guy that passes by!
ASS! hehs.
Other than that, It is very much happening.
Snapping pictures once our macbooks are up&running.
Sketching and running around schooool.
Singing loudlyyy and not forgetting the super-united feeling.
Yeaaaaaaay, I love them heaps! ♥

& I don`t know what to say.
I feel bad cos I can`t help you.
I`m praying for the best, so please, stay strong. (:

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 7:32 AM

Dear Anonymous;

I feel like total crap. Really really crappy.
Why is it that fate is always unkind?
I tried so hard,
being patient and waiting for no return.
I tried to changing, ever since I broke up with him.
I tried becoming more ladylike and patient.
I tried believing in faith and hope, once more.
But again, it took me to another emotional rollercoaster ride.
I feel totally shitty.
Its like I`m a fool. a fucking F-O-O-L.
Thats it,
I`m never ever gonna bend my heart for anyone ever again.
No one, not ever.
I don`t care how charming or nice the person can be.
I`m never gonna get smitten by anyone`s actions ever again.
I`ve learnt my lesson.
I didn`t mean to fall in love, with anyone.

Leave me alone.

Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 8:46 AM

MGBD ASSIGNMENTS

Okay byeeeee.

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 11:40 PM

Dear Anonymous,

I don`t know all this.

Mixed feelings, I swear that this is super intricate.

& right here, I am waiting.

If this fails, I`ll give up.

Honestly, I will.

I can`t take it anymore.

This would be the final test.

Would I be dissapointed again, like the last time?

I don`t have a single clue.

But this is it, the last one.

& I will say goodbye, for real.

I won`t take back my words anymore after this.

For you, a thousand times over. -Kite runner

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 9:45 AM

Dear Anonymous;

Sometimes I wonder if I do have a life,
cos apparently it doesn`t seem so.
I go to school almost everyday;
Lecture, tutorials & projects.
My weekends and Free day is spent on projects or reading up on my Tutorial, Sketching or painting.
Almost everyday, I`m doing my project.
Even If I have some free time, I`ll spend it on thinking about my storyboard, drawing in perspective & depth or Color theory lessons.
Which comes back to the main point,
do I have a life?

I realised that I miss my secondary school friends alot. ):

, 9:45 AM

Dear Anonymous;

At times,
I wish I could just run away and throw everything at one corner.
At times,
I wish thing weren`t so complicated.
At times,
I wish that I could do the unthinkable.
At times,
I wish I could do a miracle.
At times,
I just want to give fate a piece of its own treatment.

I`ve been feeling rather down lately.
Assignments and new projects coming again.
Color Theory test is next week and I honestly know nuts about it.
I`m really feeling very screwed.
I don`t feel like talking or laughing, not even smiling.
This sucks, really sucks.

I get this horrible feeling inside of me.
Why didn`t anybody bothered to tell me?
I still do care, maybe my outlook doesn`t really show.
I`m screwed.
I really need a break, from everything and everyone.
Don`t talk to me, please.
I don`t feel like socialising, at all.

xoxo,
I pray that you`re fine.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 4:31 AM

Dear Anonymous;

I tried, I really did try my best.
But my best wasn`t enough.
How am I supposed to do all that, plus coping with School & Work.
New project is gonna start soon; MTV-based.
I seriously need to step up on my game.
No more last minute work & acting stupid during lesson time!
Hmmm.. :\

&I guess things don`t always go the way we want it to be.
It never does.
Why do I bother to even delude myself?
Its rather stupid. Sigh.
I miss you idiot. :x

Monday, May 5, 2008, 6:28 PM

Dear Anonymous;

From the bottom of my heart,

I thank this guy; LIM JUNJIE

for coming back. This really means alot to us.

As usual, Me, Junjie, Elaine and Kak su would always be chatting in the afternoon.

In midst of lectures and projects.

We brought up an important point and kak su said this to Junjie;

"I ask you to help, not your stepfather, but the gang that has been with us throughout these years"

And then, after a few phone calls made.

Junjie cabbed down to Downtowneast to meet me up as we set up an appointment with LAB.

& He agreed as he too agreed that Carnival is more screwed up than ever.

His answer to us as we brought up the topic about Junjie wanting to come back was;

"You`re damn right"

Anywaaaay, Thanks alot once again Junjie!

Your $20+ cab fare to & from school didn`t go wrong.

We`ll get through this, no worries.

Thanks once again.

I`m sure we can make it the great escape. (:

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 4:08 AM

Dear Anonymous;

Cos you light up my life like sparklers.

Damn, i miss you.

Even when I`m busy, I think of you.

Is that bad? Shooooot.

I`m feeling lowww.

I feel like giving up.

I`m cutting and poking on papers,

rather than my own skin.

Shit, I`m so fucking screwed.

Please tell me things will be alright.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 3:55 AM

Dear Anonymous;

It has been utterly messed up.

No denying that it was my fault.

But I don`t think I can stand another 2years and 6months in that course.

Its nt due to stress.

HAHAH, I swear I can overcome stress.

But rather, due to lack of interest.

And I don`t like doing things I`m not interested in.

Honestly, I don`t want to spend 3 frigging years doing what I don`t like when I could use the 3 years to do what I like.

Yeah, MDIS may not be as recognised as other poly diplomas.

But I`m willing to go that far for journalism.

Really, I do.

No more regrets for me. (:

I`m superduper excited.

& I know I can do it this time round.

Honestly speaking, I feel this is the right path.

Insyallah, I won`t skip anymore lessons when I`m in MDIS.

&Iloveyou(:

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 1:54 AM

Sri was the target for "melatar-ness"

Failed attempt

SUCCESS! :D

YAMMMYYY, (:

EXPRESSION! LOL.

FATYNN <3

KECOHNESS

He was trying to pout.

Loves

The urut-er of the night

Fazila & Yaminah! (:

I had fun!

Shall elaborate later!

*loves

Wednesday, May 21, 2008, 7:28 AM

Friday, May 16, 2008, 7:15 AM

Wednesday, May 14, 2008, 7:32 AM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008, 8:46 AM

MGBD ASSIGNMENTS

Okay byeeeee.

Sunday, May 11, 2008, 11:40 PM

Dear Anonymous,

I don`t know all this.

Mixed feelings, I swear that this is super intricate.

& right here, I am waiting.

If this fails, I`ll give up.

Honestly, I will.

I can`t take it anymore.

This would be the final test.

Would I be dissapointed again, like the last time?

I don`t have a single clue.

But this is it, the last one.

& I will say goodbye, for real.

I won`t take back my words anymore after this.

For you, a thousand times over. -Kite runner

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 9:45 AM

, 9:45 AM

Wednesday, May 7, 2008, 4:31 AM

Monday, May 5, 2008, 6:28 PM

Dear Anonymous;

From the bottom of my heart,

I thank this guy; LIM JUNJIE

for coming back. This really means alot to us.

As usual, Me, Junjie, Elaine and Kak su would always be chatting in the afternoon.

In midst of lectures and projects.

We brought up an important point and kak su said this to Junjie;

"I ask you to help, not your stepfather, but the gang that has been with us throughout these years"

And then, after a few phone calls made.

Junjie cabbed down to Downtowneast to meet me up as we set up an appointment with LAB.

& He agreed as he too agreed that Carnival is more screwed up than ever.

His answer to us as we brought up the topic about Junjie wanting to come back was;

"You`re damn right"

Anywaaaay, Thanks alot once again Junjie!

Your $20+ cab fare to & from school didn`t go wrong.

We`ll get through this, no worries.

Thanks once again.

I`m sure we can make it the great escape. (:

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 4:08 AM

Dear Anonymous;

Cos you light up my life like sparklers.

Damn, i miss you.

Even when I`m busy, I think of you.

Is that bad? Shooooot.

I`m feeling lowww.

I feel like giving up.

I`m cutting and poking on papers,

rather than my own skin.

Shit, I`m so fucking screwed.

Please tell me things will be alright.