I know its kinda boring to see me blog oh-so vaguely with no pictures. 

Or rather, my consecutive melancholic posts. 

I know I pretty much owe people lotsa photos, but pardon me, I`m far too exhausted. 

But don`t mind me okay.

I`m having a rough day and nothing is helping.

I`ll blog happily when I feel alot better.

But for now, more at my private livejournal. 

Okay, bye. 

I woke up at nine in the morning.

Watched shows on the telly and then, watched shows online. 

I managed to go facebook, have a quick nap and play online games. 

But I have yet to eat and now its seven in the evening. 

My stomach is growling and I have to go buy food. 

Bye. 

I heard a song before going to work that says it all. 

Just when I thought I`m doing okay, some things are just bound to break me apart.

Inevitable, I guess.

Luckily, work has been keeping me distracted for a little bit.

Though it doesn`t really help much, 

but better than nothing. 

Okay, my bed is calling me now.

As usual, more on livejournal. 

Its 5 o`clock and I`m late!

Mom is already nagging but never mind, I`ll take a few minutes to blog.

Anyway, work has been okay. :D 

A bit better `cause now, I`ve got Farah, Haikal, Keith and Kwee Hao working at the same place as me. Hahaha. 

Oh well, at least some people to go for breaks with. 

PK is damn boring, but time seems to pass by faster yesterday. 

Oh well, 9.5 hours of work would get me a tad bit closer to Sydney in December.

Free accomodation and my uncle has got a pool in his backyard! 

:D 

Okay, I`ve got to run.

More updates on my livejournal. 

*Byeeeeeeeee

WHYYYY OH WHYYY?

Hahaha, sorry for the melodramatic start.
Pfft, but omgz, I did the stupidest thing in the whole world that Zul called me a BIMBO.
WTF! -.-
It was really an honest mistake and yes, I should stop being so naive.
Hahaha, okay go.
:D

I don`t know why is it so hard?
Just put aside your bloody ego, Dhai. -.-
You`re running out of time, yknow?!?!
You have only a two months left, or so.
Just do it, or regret will be one thing you`ll have for a long long time.
Right?

HAHAHA, okay I should stop talking to myself.
Especially in my own blog.
Weird, much.
Shit, its 3am and I haven`t slept a wink. -.-
I`ve got to wake up at 10am and go to ETP.
After that would be 12-8 at WWW.
Shit, so damn boringgggzz.

Goodnight, world.

PS/ Can we talk soon? In case, you`re reading my blog. Let`s talk soon, I`ve missed you.
And if you think its you, text me kay. (:

Firstly, 

heaps of Sorry to the happy pills for not meeting yall up `cause my hp died out on me!

Secondly, 

Thirdly, 

I finally got to meet the girls over at Tampines One. 

It was a pretty last minute thing `cause when I charged my phone,

I realised I had many missed calls and text messages. 

Heh. Called up Mim at about 6plus and finally met up with the girls.

Walked around TM and then to Tamp One to get my subway sandwich but queue was too long so I bought sushi & Auntie Anne`s pretzels instead.

Then walked around again, super fascinated with Tamp One.

Fatynn and Flor had Frolicks with strawberry & honey graham oh`s. 

Heee, damn nice!

Then off to Starbucks where I finally got my CM.

But since Fatynn wanted to have her caesar salad at Coffee Bean.

Slacked there while we cracked up stupid jokes. 

Hahahaha!

Its a pity I can`t meet them for soccer at Jalan Besar.

Darrrrrrnnnnn! ): 

Okay, work tomorrow and dinner with Lim Junjie.

HAHAH!

Byeeeeeee. :D

 

Low immune system is extremely sucky. 

Always falling ill is simply wearing me out.

This time round, I`m having migraines almost every single time.

Panadols makes it worst. Pffft.

I didn`t go to work today due to the MC.

Pfft, I want to get better. -.-

White blood counts is simply too little.

Dang it.

Right off to sleep now.

Dang. Work was okay but tiring.

But hey, at least I`m in an air-conditioned room. 

But thing is, it is freaking secluded and I`m all alone. 

I`d only get a partial view of the Professor`s playground and the bottom of Ular-lah. 

Hahaha. But it was alright.

I was a bit intimidated with everything at first, but its okay already.

:D I have nice colleagues at WWW.

A billion of thanks to Hui Qi and Fina for teaching me and being patient with me cause I am admittedly damn blur when it comes to retail.

Hee. 

I must be reminded to bring sweets and drink `cause it gets damn boring when the first few hours but busy towards the end of the day. 

Okay. 

I`m getting sleepy.

Somehow psyched for wednesday. 

The environment is so different from ETP. A little too different. 

But, I`m adaptable. :D

I just realised that most of the people I care about are going through a rough phase.
I guess God is throwing obstacles at all of us to actually make us realise that we`re stronger than we imagined.
I guess that`s life.

To Dee,
I don`t know what is going on but I hope you`re alright.
Please take care of yourself, okay.
I`ve missed you, but I guess you need to figure out alot of things first.
I hope you`ll be okay soon.
You have got the strength, you always do.
You`re always in my prayers. (:

To Nona,
I hope you`re alright.
You`re one strong girl, that I know for sure.
Please take care of your health and don`t have any negative thoughts okay?
I`m sure you can get through it and you`ll be back stronger than ever in time to come.
I`ll cheer you on by the sidelines, always.
You`re also always in my prayers. (:

To Nadiah,
I know you won`t tell me what has been going on `cause you`re like that.
But I want you to know that I`m always here for you, always.
You`re one of the strongest people I know.
But please don`t keep it all bottled inside.
Let it out in other forms and I`m sure it`ll all be alright.
I don`t like to see you suffering in silence `cause you`re one of the people I care most about.
(: Always in my prayers too.

Mine?
All up the livejournal.
Pretty much exhausted now. -.-
Okay, work tomorrow at 12pm.
HAHAHAH, nervous okay! Darnnn.

*Na`night lovessssssss (:

Let`s start on a lighter note, 

finally working on the weekdays! (:

A tad bit nervous, `cause I don`t know anyone from there except for a few. 

Hahaha, its back to square one like my first day in Etp. 

Now, an even serious note. 

I don`t understand you one bit.

Why can`t we talk things out and settle it once and for all? 

You`re making things more complicated than it should have been.

Pretty much immature, don`t you think? 

But hey, maybe its your way of settling things. 

So, I`ll just go along with it.

You suggested it so I`m not going to apologise anymore since you said that there`s no need for anymore explanations. 

Okay, I`m done. 

(: Lalalala, thursday thursday. 

Holding on.

Thinking too much is sometimes scary. 

Helloooooo! (:
I think my blog posts have been rather dull!
But I shall keep it that way till I am not lazy to post up picturesssss.
Lots of em, okay.
So, stay tuned! :D
Heh heh.

Anyhoos,
Yesterday was pay day.
And I didn`t spend that much. I`m so darn proud.
But I did get a few things online. Heee.
Addicted already, what. -.-
The plan was Siglap`s Gelare.
But changed to Town at the last minute.
Met up with the boyssss at Cahaya @ Far East Plaza.
Then, they went shopping for their outfits to go clubbing today. -.-
Hahahahah! Ended up slacking outside of Far East Plaza while waiting for the rest.
After much waiting, Mint came to pick us up since us girls didn`t have any transport to head to Cash Studio @ Simpang.
Slacked for a while there and went off at around 1150pm `cause I was too darn tired.
Still, I had fun!
I missssssss lepaking with the boysss & girlzzz. :D

Okay. off to meet Nat and Bella now.
Toodlesssssssssss.

I cried like someone who has never cried in a decade.

You can read it up in my Lj.

If you think something happened that made you not to trust anyone except for her,

then what about me?

When you completely shattered me, the one I trusted with my life.

Does that mean I have to stop trusting everyone now? 

Sigh.

Awesome tuesday.

Was a blast, like last tuesday. 

(: 

Anyway, I can`t fucking wait for pay day.

And also the plans with the girlz&boyz, Happy pills and also, carnival crew(!!!) 

Also, equals to CM session at JJ.

I`ve missed lepaking at JJ, and the Caramel Macchiato. ):

April, please be even more interesting than March.