Dear Anonymous

come on and fly with me

Wednesday, September 23, 2009, 7:54 AM

Nothing feels right anymore.

Fuck, I don`t know what to do with this feeling.

It is getting a tad bit overwhelming.

I can`t wait for the Eid outings with friends.

when you`re gone

Monday, September 21, 2009, 8:48 AM

This year`s Eid seems to be a little bit more happening than the previous year.

I can`t wait to visit mom`s side of the family next week.

I`ve come to realise that Eid is earlier this year.

And Ramadan passed in blink.

Sigh.

Granny`s death anniversary is around the corner.

She passed away during Ramadan in 2007 on 1st Oct.

I guess you really have to make full use of Ramadan `cause you may never know that the previous one might be your last.

Gosh, thinking of her is already making me tear up.

I shall go for a run tomorrow.

I`m still waiting for pictures from Abg Dzul`s DSLR.

Till next timeeeee.

Selamaaaaaat Hari Raya!

Sunday, September 20, 2009, 8:47 AM

Hey folkssss!

Finally, I am so damn tired!

For the first time in a really long time, there was suddenly a crowd full of people over at my place on the first day of Eid!

Pure madnessss, I tell ya!

Anyways, first day was pretty alright.

Eid prayers was fine and dandy.

Food for Eid was sinfully delicious!

Ketupat, rendang, sambal goreng pengantin and ayam masak merah.

WOOOOOOOO, HEAVEN Y`KNOW!

Plus, the ketupat pulut and serunding at nenek`s place was like the cherry on top of the ice cream. HEEEEE.

Fattening, but worth every calorie.

Hee, so this year, we chilled around the house; watching TV, taking turns for the OTO massage chair and Guitar Hero!!

Took plenty of photos this year and I can`t wait to get my hands on `em.

My nieces and nephews came over to my place and I swear, they are such a handful!

Extremely naughty, but cute! Hahahaha.

But its alright, I only see them annually.

Eid part two with daddy`s side of the familia.

Till tomorrow, xoxo.

Bila takbir bergema

Saturday, September 19, 2009, 6:05 AM

I would like to wish all my friends a Happy Eid Mubarak.

I would also like to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness for all my wrongdoings and the hurt that I`ve caused.

For every harsh words that I`ve said and wrongful acts.

May you all have a wonderful Eid, digging in all those sinful indulgence!

Heh, and so, my Eid greeting have always been in english.

`Cause my malay is simply atrocious.

But, I shall be nice and type out a greeting in malay.

Just for ya`ll.

(DON`T LAUGH EH!)

Salam lebaran pada semua umat Islam yang sedang membaca blog in.

Saya ingin meminta maaf dengan tulus ikhlas untuk segala kesalahan saya kepada anda semua.

Saya meminta maaf jika terkasar bahasa, bergurau hingga menyinggung hati dan semuanya.

Harap halalkan segala makanan dan minuman saya.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

Salam sayang, dhaifina dasri (dhaify olvr)

HEH HEH, SO THERE YOU GO.

HORRIBLE MALAY.

Will post more. Am gonna watch TV now.

Eid specials. :D

Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan

Friday, September 18, 2009, 9:59 AM

Today marks the last day of the fasting month.

Time flies by so fast that it is almost too scary.

I only managed 3-4 terawih prayers during the entire month.

And it doesn`t make me feel good about celebrating Eid.

Albeit the new clothes, goodies and what nots,

the eid feeling have yet to kick in.

Come to think of it, I don`t feel excited one bit.

And I honestly have no idea why.

Dear *insert name*,

Your birthday was a few days ago.

I hope you`re alive and well.

Frankly speaking, I`ve missed you.

Happy eighteenth.

May you be blessed with all the good things in life.

Na`night

Service is....

Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 9:10 AM

My boss is super amusing.

The EXSA course happens to be today and starts at 9am.

He texted all of us reminding us that the course is today.

He texted us at 815am.

This calls for *crick crick*

HAHAHAHA.

Anyway, the course was super dry and seriously not entertaining.

We were told to wear shoes/sandals, yet, some of them wore flip flops.

It was super mundane that all of us weren`t really paying attention.

There was, of course, some funny parts when Azura was supposed to cut queue and interrupt Mitchell. AHAHA, that was seriously damn hilarious.

Other than that, it was pretty boring.

Watched "I love you, Beth Cooper" afterwards since we wanted to kill time to break fast.

We decided to break our fast at Alfresco since Siti Aisha had to be at work by 2030.

So, Natasha and I slacked around pasir ris park since it was too early to head home.

Oh, most of the photos are up on Facebook.

For happy pills iftar and Sri`s belated celebration.

I shall persuade daddy to let me rebond my hair on his tab.

And I`ll pay him back next month.

My curls are getting curlier and its driving me insane. Tsk.

My eyelids are getting heavier.

Till next time. (:

somebody call 911

Monday, September 14, 2009, 12:29 AM

Goooooooood Afternoooon, folks! (:

Heh heh, I`ve just finished spring cleaning my room.

Well, half of it actually.

I don`t know what else is there to do since the bibik cleaned my dressing table, arranged my books & bags, put up the curtains and cleaned my wardrobe. Heh heh.

But my mom still reckons that the room isn`t clean enough. What the.

Anyway, I`ve still got the rest of the house to clean, follow mumsy to get groceries for Raya`s eve cooking, put up curtains at the TV room and throw away the freaking cupboard.

Tsk, my brother has a bloody bad habit of doing things halfway.

Tomorrow is the course for the silver award.

I don`t feel like going, but, its mandatory. -.-

Oh well.

I still don`t feel psyched for Hari Raya. Pfft.

two is better than one

Sunday, September 13, 2009, 9:13 AM

Woah, its been ages since I last posted on blogger.

I`m exhausted due to the fact that I`ve been working non-stop for the past 8 days.

Yes, totally exhausting that I broke my fast twice.

Hahaha, my willpower isn`t as strong at work as it is at home.

Pfffft, luckily the one week holidays are over.

Anyway, I`ve chopped off my long hair.

Now its shoulder-length.

Pfft, my waves are pretty much visible and my curls are gonna pop out real soon.

I`ve gotta go and straighten my hair. Sheesh.

Raya is next week. -.-

My mom decided to bake and so, my house will smell of prunes and what nots.

My room is still as messy as it was last week.

The raya mood have yet to kick in `cause it just doesn`t feel Raya is around the corner for me.

I don`t feel psyched for Raya, unfortunately.

I`ve got to go and get some rest.

Till next time, lovelies.

distressed tresses

Thursday, September 3, 2009, 11:43 PM

I am gonna chop off my hair.
HAHAHA, the weather is too hot and my thick hair is just making me even more cranky.
I`m sure my head would feel alot lighter after a haircut. Hahah!

But darn,
I don`t know what style should I cut.
Pffft.

I`d give up forever

, 7:36 AM

I don`t know what is happening or what just happened.

I feel like I`m crumbled into tiny pieces.