Dear Anonymous

Sunday, August 31, 2008, 8:11 AM

Tomorrow is the start of the fasting month!

Which means I can`t

- Swear and Curse for nuts

- Hit someone with something when I`m frustrated

- Whine (cos that would make someone frustrated with me. HEH)

- Cry

- all the other stuffs that would cost me to break my fast unintentionally.

& I`ve been thinking alot.

Maybe its time to be serious and think of my future.

In the Holy Month,

Please grant me an open mind and heart to decide what I want to do, once and for all.

Please grant me patience and energy.

Please grant me a miracle.

Happy Fasting everyone! (:

Saturday, August 30, 2008, 9:28 AM

HAHAHA.

I SWEAR I`M FUCKING IN LOVE WITH THIS AWESOMELY HOT GUY.

HEH HEH.

HE`S LIKE FUCKING HOT, YO.

HAHA, AND I SOUND LIKE A FUCKING FANATIC.

HEH.

, 3:33 AM

Alrightey kids. :D

Yesterday was spent awesomely with the wonderful friends! hehs.

First, went for breakfast with Natty, Fariq, Munir and Zakir.

The rest were supposed to come and semangatly tell me to come at 830am.

But guess what? they woke up late. ZZZT.

I forgotten what it was like with Munir around.

Always fucking horny. HAHA.

So, we headed back to JY for Teachers` Day.

A bummer, cos last year was way fucking better.

Well, except for Danial`s and the Beatboxing performances.

They were the bomb.

HAHAH, and S.O.S as well uh. :D

Jeremy was dope, as usual. Even when he was sick-dancing. haha.

So anyways, It was really awesome to meet the Ex-schoolmate and Rauf! heh.

And oh, every teacher that has ever taught me. :D

Too bad, Mrs Ramos wasn`t around.

Maybe that`s why not all 4E5`07 came.

After that,

Trained to Dhoby Ghaut to catch this at The Cathay but sold out already.

Aliman helped me check out the movie schedules so we headed to Eng Wah Cinema at Suntec.

Rushed like mad.

By the time we came into the Hall, it had already started.

LOL, I swear I`ve forgotten whats it like to watch horror movies with them.

Fucking hilarious, can?

haha. Izwan was like "Pukimak, tak kelakar siol"

Dut, Izwan and Waz was the most noisiest. ahaha.

Me and ath were covering one part of our eyes during the scary part.

hahaha, a seriously must watch movie. :D

It`d be even awesome if you had the same company as I did. heh.

Then, headed off to COMEX to meet Aliman. haha.

I want that camera pretty please.

Too many people, went home early cos I was damn shagged.

Headed home and realised that I have a high fever.

HAHAH, kay wanna eat my Starbucks Double Choc Chip Cookie.

Byeeeeeeeee.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 9:57 AM

New Favourite :D

Hahaha, and there`s a season two in this show.

Yaaaay! (:

And this is seriously alike to Gossip Girl.

No kidding!

But seriously seriously gross, at times

Okay, back to watching!

Stay Happy Kids, :D

, 4:55 AM

"By taking risks. By risking failures, disappointment,disillusion but never ceasing in your search for Love. As long as you keep looking, you will triumph in the end"

-Brida, Paulo Coelho

Tuesday, August 26, 2008, 11:14 AM

How do you know?
How are you to know that its what you really want?
You don`t stop and smell the fresh air.
You don`t stop to take a good look around and realise that you`re missing out on everything life has to offer.
The only time you really look around is when you`re bored on the bus or train,
and its only because you`ve got nothing to do.
Don`t you ever realise that you might be missing whats really infront of your eyes?
That you could have gotten rid of the chances of an incredible miracle.
Don`t you ever stop and think that you`re actually mapping out your entire life right down to your death bed?
Those routines over and over again,
you wake up and do the same thing every single day.
You become predictable and boring,
and when you watch TV about others living their life, you wish you were one of them.

So, where does that leave me?

, 8:47 AM

Sometimes I wished I never let you go.

Sunday, August 24, 2008, 8:47 AM

I`m on the brink of losing everything.

Can anyone please just knock me on the head and wake me up?

Help me by shoving me against the wall and slap me real hard till I`m back on the face of this Earth?

Everything feels so fucking wasted.

I`ve been given ample amount of time, yet, I still don`t know what I want.

How fucking messed up is that?

I still don`t have a clue on what to do.

I have no fucking idea on anything.

I feel I`m beyond stupid.

Seriously, everything feels like fuck.

Worst thing is that no one is there.

No one is ever there.

"The next instance we would be in absolute solitude"

Thursday, August 21, 2008, 1:16 AM

My current addiction(:

&Natty too! [You should thank me!]

Hahaha, Too bad it has only 6 effing episodes.

They should definitely make a second series.

& Save me from guessing what is gonna happen next! :D

& Yay to OWEN!

Effing hot yo.

[He`s the guy standing next to the girl with long black hair]

Go and guess what show it is. (:

Monday, August 18, 2008, 7:55 AM

The most spectacular sunset was in the Airplane.

I liked how before the sun disappears beyond the horizon of the ocean,

there`d be a tinge of green light.

Awesome (:

Sunday, August 17, 2008, 9:07 AM

They say if we kiss someone on the highest point,

the happiness is ours to keep.

They say if we fly paper airplanes with wishes in them,

our wish would be granted.

They say if we love someone,

we have to be prepared to make sacrifices.

What if what they said had been wrong all along?

Confused.

Chapped lips.

Bruised heart.

Aching body parts.

Like every other day

I miss you

Friday, August 15, 2008, 8:35 AM

HELLO.

I FEEL LIKE I`M THE STUPIDEST PERSON ON EARTH.

THANK YOU.

Friday, August 8, 2008, 9:50 AM

Dear God;

I did a terrible sin.

Help me get through this, please.

I`m sorry.

I wasn`t strong enough.

Thursday, August 7, 2008, 9:39 AM

If only, If only

If only we could see what lies ahead..

If only we could sense everything within a second..

If only we could try and never let our efforts go to waste..

If only we could walk away and never let it linger deep inside again..

If only we could wish upon a star and it`ll come true within a day, or at all..

If only we could shut our eyes and open, only to see we`re in a totally different place..

If only we could believe in ourselves as much as we believed in others; parents and friends..

Sometimes, I think too much.

, 7:56 AM

HEH!

I swear that I can`t wait for tomorrow.

I`ll get to meet dearest girlfriends that I miss so much.

I`ll get to meet the best guyfriends I could ever ask for.

I`ll get to meet Rauf, which I`m so looking forward to.

I`ll get to spend time with the bestbestbestfriend.

I`ll get to go sisha-ing with the colleagues.

Best of all, I get to shop!

HURAAAAAAAY!

The secondary school mates are still the best. (:

Tuesday, August 5, 2008, 6:10 AM

HAAAAAPPY HAPPPPYYY HATCHDAAAAY GIRLFRIEND!

HAHAH, i hope you`ve been enjoying your day!

well, we`ll celebrate soon kays? heh.

all the best for your future endeavours!

Make wise choice and live your life to the fullest, baby!

Don`t die a virgin! HAHAHA

*kening naik-naik*

Xoxo, Dhaii(: