So, I`ll start by ranting okay. Been busy with work. Well, what`s new? I think I`m always working that I`ve no social life at all. Minus the little trips to town to meet people which would last for a few hours before going home to sleep and back to work in the morning/afternoon. Such a fucking cycle. But I guess that`s the only source of income I have so I have got to be disciplined. Apparently a new issue have cropped up at home. I don`t know why but I`ve got this bad feeling. But, if I don`t visit my granny, only God knows what would happen. My sister said that granny looks like as if she is already giving up. It`ll be like repeating history, back to 2007. It`s not as if I`m that cruel to not visit my granny. But, I`m too scared, I guess. Too scared of the emotions that would overcome me towards the end. Of course, I am praying for her to get well. I really hope that she`d recover soon enough. I`m just scared that I won`t be strong enough.

People seem to think that when you`re smiling, means you`re okay. It means that nothing is bothering you and everything seems to be just fine. It means that you`re doing just well.

Well, the answer is no.