Its pretty irritating to have a plethora of voices in your head telling you to do this or that.
It seems like I`m back to square one right now.
Back to where I was June 2008.
Honestly speaking, it doesn`t feel as bad as it should be.
I need a break, to clear my thoughts and all.
But I have to wait till Hari Raya ends.
November, it is then.
Hopefully, it`ll fall through.
I think a break away from Singapore would do me a world of good.
I`m not looking forward for Hari Raya or my birthday month. Period.