You fucking made me lose my appetite.
You fucking wasted their time cooking for me.
You fucking wasted my time `cause everyone knows I have a target on my back right now.
You should just go and die, right about NOW.
Can people just stop blaming me?
Fine, I admit that its my fucking fault.
I shouldn`t have agreed to let them to do and in the end, I caused them alot of things.
I know, I`m the one who should have been hit.
But seriously, I am only human.
I am only 18. What do you fucking expect from me?
Do you guys want me to screw up and seal the deal like some kind of redemption?
I am tired of all these and I have no idea why am I putting myself through hell.
I am tired of people accusing me of this and that.
I know that I should have known better but you guys don`t need to rub it in.
Fuck. I am beyond tired.