We lived
We loved
We hurt
We joked
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love
-Chemical reacts
It has been a mixture of sucky yet enjoyable week.
Enjoyable because I got to spend time with the happy pills.
Only God knows how much I`ve missed them.
Sucky because...
Well, some things just bound to happen and its draining me out.
You guys won`t know.
Cause I have not told a single soul about it.
But its definitely taking a huge toll on me.
But I`m trying to hang in there.
Cause I know things will be okay, eventually.
On a lighter note,
I managed to watch Valkyrie just now with S.
Its relating to history, based on a true story about the assassination of Adolf Hitler.
Obviously a failed attempt cause Hitler committed suicide after Germany lost to the allies.
It was pretty cool, except a few ridiculous parts.
I wanna watch Defiance also!
Soooon okay, S?
Heee.
I`m sorry to those that I`ve wronged.
I know that sometimes I might just say something without thinking.
I know that your patience have been stretched thin being friends with me.
But I am really really sorry.
I know that I may turn on my immature side and it pisses you guys off.
I`m sincerely sorry.
I don`t know how else to convey this message cause you guys don`t wish to talk to me.
I miss you guys a whole lot, I really do.
I`m really really sorry for everything.
You don`t know how hard I`ve wished that things wouldn`t have come to this.
I really miss talking to you guys.
I know you must have been utterly disappointed.
I hope to make it up to you guys.
Hope to talk to yall soon.
Love, the budak kecik.
