I`ve been going to JJ for three days straight.
The usual Caramel Macchiato.
Except yesterday, I had orange juice.
But also an uglier and chocolate cake.
EEEEEEE. okay motivated enough.
I need to hit the gym or go running real sooooon!
Its like when you shut your eyes real tight and wish with all your might that you could have the power to change things.
Like when you would dream about things and when someone wakes you up, you get annoyed cause they`re actually disrupting your perfect world, the figment of your imagination.
Like when you write a story or a song, you`d wanna create it as near as your fictional world.
Its like wishing and wanting for something that could never ever be yours to keep.
That perfect dream, school, boy or even family.
Its like hoping for a miracle, no?
Its getting closer now.
I`m still learning how to love life.
Its harder than it looks.
Oh well, I`m picking up the pieces.
Trying to put things back to where it came from.
But things that would leave me broken beyond repair, just won`t leave me alone.
I`m strong.
I can fight it.
Well, look at it this way, I only broke down on the way to JJ yesterday night.
I`m picking myself up amidst all these chaos.
I`m slowly trying to learn how fragile life is.
"You`re already a big girl."
-Thanks for the chocolates, Yammy. And the note. Though I can`t remember from word to word But I know what you said vaguely.
Love you and miss you, (:
