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Sunday, February 22, 2009, 7:31 AM

don’t know what’s right and what’s real anymore
I don’t know how I’m meant to feel anymore
When do you think it will all become clear?
‘Cuz I’m being taken over by The Fear

-The fear

I`m tired of pretending that everything is okay when it seriously isn`t.
I`m tired of putting on a fake everything because I can`t possibly show my feelings.
I`m tired of trying to make everything okay. 

I`m so shagged of everything right now.
I don`t know how to feel to things anymore. 
I wanted to know what`s going through your mind.
But now, I don`t really care. 
I don`t know what to say or do. 
I`m so immune to have people coming and going that I`ll just have to accept the fact that we don`t talk anymore.
I`m happy that you`re happy, A.
I can`t possibly make things go way worst than it already is. 

I`m honestly so darn tired. 
I wished I could blog everything about what happened and why I did it.
But I can`t. 
I know I`m too weak.

I`m trying so hard to be myself. 
I`m so guarded right now. 
Tough luck, people. 




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