I watched Make it happen today.
& Suddenly, I felt a tinge of helplessness all over again.
Yes, I know I`m supposed to be getting over it.
But it isn`t as easy as it looks.
I felt the urge to dance again like some mad woman,
because that is how I let myself loose.
That is how I relieve myself of all the stress.
Its hard, effing hard.
I am so down right now.
My mood fluctuates alot nowadays.
I miss you, do you know that?