I feel
Disappointed
Depressed
Shocked
Tired
Confused
Its like not being able to be normal again.
I know people around me care.
I know there are people who love me and want me to be healthy.
Its not that I don`t appreciate.
Its just that its too sad to give it up entirely.
I know I can always choose a different hobby, but this is different.
I feel seriously confused and sad.
I wish I could talk to you.
I miss you, stranger.
You don`t even say hello anymore.
Can`t wait for sunday, (: