"Its taking a toll on me.
In the bathroom, taking shower.
So you don`t see me cry."
I went to the airport just now.
Just to clear my thoughts and to have a peace of mind.
Then I realised, everything else comes second.
The airport is like some sort of sanctuary for me.
I managed to think through a few things.
I even shed a few tears which was kind of weird.
It was seriously peaceful.
I had a nice alone time.
Away from people I know.
Away from everything else.
I`m praying and praying.
God, please don`t take this one thing away from me.