If this was a movie,
I would rewrite the tragic ending.
I don`t quite understand myself.
I could never comprehend my feelings.
Yes, call me weird or what have you.
My heart broke to a million pieces when I heard it.
Have they felt that way for a long time?
Am I really a disappointment?
Am I an embarrassment to them?
I went into the shower and cried so hard.
For the first time in ages, I cried that hard.
Now I know how they felt about myself.
I am a disappointment.
All I know is to ask and get whatever I want.
And when I don`t, I would throw a fit.
It must be really hard to have a daughter like me.
Ungrateful and unappreciative.
But they didn`t have to say it that way.
Its hard to just ignore,
cause its repeating in my mind over and over again.
Like a trilogy.
And tears just run down like a running tap.
I can`t stop myself anymore.
I`m sick of always trying to be that cheerful girl.
I`m sick of always pretending and putting on an act for the sake of others.
But I know I can never share how I feel.
Because I don`t really wish to be bawling my eyes out like some retard over something that no one can help but myself.
Guys, I know you all are concerned.
But this is something I must keep to myself for the time being.
I`ll be fine, don`t worry.
I`m wondergirl, yknow. (:
<3
