Hello Folks.
Here I am again, fingers dancing furiously on the bloody keyboard.
As always, I am going to rant out every bad emotions I have in my body.
So, let me warn you that the post you are going to read is going to have a hell load of vulgarities.
I`m going to be oblivious to the fact that I`m not the only one with problems while I`m typing this post.
And also, I`m going to be downright rude and crude.
Don`t be a prat and say I didn`t warn you.
Cheers!
Yes people.
Once again, I am such a fucking loser for not being able to find a bloody school.
Someone said that it has already been nearly 6 months and yet, I`m still school-less.
I got to admit that maybe I have not searched hard enough.
Truth be told, I am fucking sick of people constantly saying that I don`t want to continue schooling.
Well, that includes my ever-so-supportive mom and relatives.
Why don`t you guys go fucking piss on each other`s faces while waiting for me to find a fucking school?
Its not as easy as it fucking looks.
Its not like I`m going to just pick any bloody course just to entertain your fucking mind and play into your psychological games.
Its my fucking life, I`ll take all the time I want.
I know that I can`t possibly take my own sweet time,
but you guys are trying to rush me into getting into a school.
Your fucking games are useless against me.
Who fucking cares if you`re my relatives,
its my bloody life and I have the right to choose.
I want to make the bloody right one.
And once my mind is all made up,
I`ll stick to it, even if it pisses you off.
I don`t fucking live to impress anyone.
(read: anyone)
It came to me then.
That I`m such a idiot.
I`ve trapped myself in this situation again.
But now, I`m going to numb myself.
I`ll continue another time,
I tire myself out already.