Another emotional wreck
How about having a bestfriend that doesn`t want to talk to you?
How about having a bestfriend who doesn`t regard you as one?
How about having a bestfriend who isn`t there for you eventhough he said he would always be?
How about having a bestfriend who doesn`t really care even when you`re in desperate need of help?
Just because the girlfriend doesn`t like.
Just because he`s too busy.
Just because Hari Raya is nearing.
Just because O`levels is approaching.
I`m not being spoilt or unreasonable.
Hari Raya and O`levels are approaching.
But it doesn`t take you two minutes to spare me a message.
It doesn`t kill you to call me just to ask if I`m alright.
It doesn`t hurt you to tell me to be strong, even if you can`t do much.
I miss you, do you know that?
You said that you`re always going to be there but guess what?
You`re not.
I need a bestfriend, especially right now.
There are a million and one things I wanna tell you.
And I wanna hear you say "Ah Dhai, Just fuck em. You run your life, not them"
I want to hear you make jokes about the situation.
Did you know I was waiting for your reply the whole night?
All you could give me was that your mom wanted you to clean up the house.
Okay, that I get it.
But couldn`t you just text me the next day?
It hurt because I needed your support and assurance the most.
Yet you simply ignored me.
Fuck, I may sound childish.
But try losing a bestfriend, or rather having a bestfriend who doesn`t care.
You`ll see what I mean.
