You`re the lyrics,
to the song thats written in my head.


If only you knew...




I can`t believe my mind is wrapped around that movie.
That ain`t gonna happen, for sure.
Damn, I should really snap myself to reality.
Its just a dream that ain`t gonna happen.


Sometimes, I`m sick of pretending just so I could fit in.
Okay, just so you know, there are some facts about me that I`ve been keeping to myself.
I swear that I`m a dork. As in a total dork.
I love to play around with gadgets.
I watch too much fantasy movies.
Yes! I used to collect stupid yu-gi-oh cards and play the remote control car.
HAHA, really! no kidding, umm, I supposed they call it Tamiya car issit?
Yeah, I was a total freak okay!
I even had mine modified and stuffs. AHAH.
I`ve been keeping all these to myself.
I guess during secondary school days, telling people that you used to enjoy playing Tamiya just ain`t cool. LOL.
And yeah, so this is self-confession time.
No denying that during secondary school days, I tried so hard to fit in.
Yknow, become one of those girlygirly girls.
And I know I have been lying to myself all these while.
Criticising those who are trying to fit in,
when I`m one of them people.




But what I do know now is that I love where I am right now.
In the midst of fantastic friends and family. (:
I`m one lucky girl, ya`ll.