Dear Anonymous;

What about now?
What today?
What if you`re making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if its lost behind words we could never find?
-Chris Daughtry, What about now

And then you said;
Whatever that is lost, should remain lost.

So, How is moving on possible when you`re on my mind every single second?
Even the littlest things remind me of you.
We`re always affiliated, in one way or another.
Even in Nanyang, you`re somehow known by some of my mates.
How far must I go to really get away from you?

And no matter what, you`re always heavy on my mind.
Even when I`m too busy.
This is stupid, I know.
Everything seems too stupid right now.

What happened to forever?
What happened to "I`ll always be here for you" ?
What happened to "I`ll never let go until you do" ?
What happened to "I don`t want to hurt you" ?
What happened to "It hurts me to see you cry" ?
What happened to us?