Dear Anonymous;


I feel like total crap. Really really crappy.
Why is it that fate is always unkind?
I tried so hard,
being patient and waiting for no return.
I tried to changing, ever since I broke up with him.
I tried becoming more ladylike and patient.
I tried believing in faith and hope, once more.
But again, it took me to another emotional rollercoaster ride.
I feel totally shitty.
Its like I`m a fool. a fucking F-O-O-L.
Thats it,
I`m never ever gonna bend my heart for anyone ever again.
No one, not ever.
I don`t care how charming or nice the person can be.
I`m never gonna get smitten by anyone`s actions ever again.
I`ve learnt my lesson.
I didn`t mean to fall in love, with anyone.


Leave me alone.