Take time to realize;


Things are getting way out of hand.
I need a breather, or a getaway.
Whichever seems like a better option for now.
I'm loving the downpour and the cold weather.
It gives me an excuse not to go out.
I'm kinda moodless to go out nowadays.

You were the best thing that happened to me.
I'm not going to lie and say that I don't miss you.
I miss you ohso much that it hurts deep inside.
I miss everything that you do/say.
I miss hearing your voice the most.
You were always the first one I turned to when I'm feeling so messed up.
When I feel like the world is crashing down on me, you were always the first one to hear about it.
You always know what to say to make things better for me.
To put a smile on my face or to make me realise my mistakes.
I was dumb so as to not appreciate you in the first place.
My sucky attitude caused me to lose you.
Despite what everybody said that you're not worth it,
To me, you'll always be.
I know nothing is going to change, that I can't have you.
But we promised that we'll always be there for each other.
& I'm going to be there for you.
I don't care if I walk alone, as long as you're not alone.
I'll always remember your encouraging words;
Cos those words are the ones get me through each day.
Those words never fail to help me when I'm feeling so torn or lost.
Those times that you were by my side,
makes it harder to forget you.
You were my source of comfort.

The unbearable feeling of loving & losing someone,
is something I won't want to experience again.
I'll stick to my resolution.
For the better of myself and everyone else.