Dear Anonymous;


I saw you and her again.
This time, I wanted to run to the nearest cubicle and cry.
But, I pretended to be strong and laughed it off.
It took every fibre in my body to pretend that my heart didn't ached.
It took every bone in my body to pretend I was okay with it.
Every part of me wished that you'd just go away.
That your existence wouldn't matter one bit.
But sadly, my wish didn't come true for the gazillion-enth time.
I wanna run away, find an escapade.
But even reading the book `Leap of love' has your name on it.
Every page would bear your name, and my heart would do a double flip.
Do you know how much Tears I've wasted just by hearing your name?
Its nearing a year, yet my heart ached just by hearing your name.
I wish I could just forget everything by snapping my fingertips.
I'm not strong, I'm not wondergirl.
I feel like bursting to tears now.
I'm so in need of a big break. I just want someone to be there for me.
I'm so sick of people saying that but ending up in empty words.
I'm tired when they're only almost there.


Its the most suckiest feeling to have nowhere to turn to. ♥