Kinda stuck between my fantasy and what is real;


I'm good, I'm happy, I'm fine.
Okay, honestly I'm not.
I don't know what has been going on.
I don't know how to even approach it.
This is driving me nuts.
ThankGod, not everyone knows this blog link.
This is only for those whom I can trust enough.
Yes, I'm goddamn secretive.
And I wasn't trying to pick a fight.
I honestly am so screwed and lost.


Someone said, "It hurts me to see you cry, see you feeling lost"
But it certainly didn't bother him when I was hurt.
Intricate emotions with ever-so complicating situations.


But honestly, Can you keep a secret?