Its not like I haven't tried over and over again;


I remembered everything you said,
even until now.
I think I'm so pathetic.
Even someone whom I just got to know, realises that I'm still not over my previous relationship or should i call that a fling.
With you, everything seemed so surreal.
Now, I realised it was all a facade.
and I was so stupid to swallow everything whole.
But I learnt from my mistake.
and this proved to make me a whole lot stronger.
Which is why I'm very secretive.
By being secretive, people wouldn't know my weakest point.
But now, I'm drenched in your absence.


I think I'm dumb.
I should really get that Self-Improvement book.
Or otherwise, I should just stop and stick to my resolutions.
To think, I nearly wanted to just scrap it.
HAHAH, screwwwww it.
Whatever, I don't want to assume so I'll let nature takes its course.
Until then, I'll just be happy & esoteric okehhh~ ^-^